~~~Shadsie's Art and Musings~~~
I've been working a little bit on "A World of Rusted Dreams." I'm thinking of probably putting more emphasis on the Guardians as "possibly being delusions" and a lot of emphasis upon them being "as the charge who calls them needs them."
Anyway, I was reading some random blogs tonight on politics and religion. The one consistent thing that I see just about everywhere that I really like is that "extremes" on all sides seem to be overwhelmed by the moderation of most commentators. As a Moderate-type, I take comfort in that, I really do.
Anyway, most people who read my journal here know that I'm a Christian - I haven't gone to church in a while and I consider myself nondemonimnational, but I am still a part of the "Evil Empire," in some loose way. I am one of those who actually reads and has studied the Bible, however, so I actually *know* about the unpleasnant and controversial bits as well as the "good" stuff that people on "my side" most tout. And I cringe whenever fellow Christians try to tout the Bible has "having no contradictions" and so forth. I also am a seeker-type personality and I question my faith all the time. I just happen to always come back to "I still have it," whether others like it or not. I cannot speak for others, even other Christians over what makes one "true," I can only speak for what I believe, how I experience my faith on a personal level, and keep track of trying to do what's right in my own life.
In thinking that, well, I'm pretty much hopeless when it comes to "outgrowing such silly superstitions" as the TV Trope says, I've come to a pretty weird conclusion about Jesus in my life. I may have chosen Christianity some years ago for some basic reasons it just "clicked" with me (converted as a teen), but after having my beliefs in flux over the years, all the thinking and questioning, I have an analogy of where I am now with it. You may find it amusing or just disgusting. Your milage may vary.
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Jesus is like this lovely little benign mole I have on the upper part of my right arm. @_@.
In my mind/soul/spirit/whatever, he is just "there" much like this mole in my arm is "just there."
If I were to cut it/him off, a scar would be left.
I happen to enjoy having it/him around, so I will not be ridding myself (at least not anytime soon).
If you think that I would be better off without the "mole" and come at me with a razor blade trying to cut it off, I'm gonna run away from you. If you keep coming at me, I might just take that razor blade and shove it in your face.
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If I didn't see (my perception of) God as having a sense of humor, I would have been doomed long ago.
And, why yes, this weird rant has a little *something* to do with my creative work, as I mentioned the novel I'm working on above. It's about concepts of faith told in a weird, fantasy-type of way, so, I've had to think a lot about such concepts lately in the real world in order to put them in the fantasy world/fantasy context.
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We need a little help to get over the hump this week. We had an unexpectedly wiped-out paycheck due to someone taking out payment for a bill at the wrong time. It happens from time to time when you have to budget as tightly as we do. We need to be able to afford gas and car payments this week and we're in the red. ArkNorth has set up a Go Fund Me. If you would like to donate, we'd thank you a whole lot. And, if you wish, I can thank you with art! I draw mainly traditional media (I just don't think my digital works are very good). Will do fan art (She-Ra, The Legend of Zelda, Trigun, various anime and cartoons), fantasy art, animals, spooky scary skeletons. No porn. Contact me (email is shadsieblue@yahoolcom and my tumblr is shadsiethewriter) or just reply on here / this journal-thread if you want to chip in a five or ten (or more?) and would like to get some art out of it! The Go Fund Me:
Ick.
So, apparently Deviant Art is moving to their new format in May.
I guess I'm going to have to get used to it BY FORCE now.
The pages default to Eclipse. I tried Eclipse. I DON'T LIKE Eclipse! I keep turning it back to default because I don't like the new format.
I hate being forced into things I don't like. Apparently, DA doesn't care about leaving the option open for us old farts. They think it's an improvement, but I honestly find stuff on Eclipse more difficult to find and organize. I hate to sound like an old fuddy-duddy slow-to-adapt person, but... yeah? When I get used to something, I don't like change.
I need to do a cleanup of this account.
Now with the Eclipse features, I need to use those, clean up my folders and do some proper presentation...
One problem: I have a huge backlog and I am incredibly lazy.
Also, I'd be most likely to do it after October because I'm doing (L)inktober. I'm concentrating on that and I might make a new folder just for those things (since I've done it a previous year and have a load of the Zelda fanart now because of it).
As it is, I'm still mostly using the site on the old settings because they are what I am most accustomed to.
Newfangled Rasafrackin'...
So, I'm looking in on the Eclipse thinger... and it looks nice. I put up a cover-image. I'm going to have to fiddle around with it to figure it out more...
Where's the button for submitting art and journals on it? I accidentally clicked away from the intro video and figured that I learn by doing better, but... shouldn't the submit art button be rather prominent? Where did it go? By the way, I'm writing this journal entry on the old site format. I switched back so I could do it.
Please don't tell me that they're going to auto-switch the whole site! I'm going to need a lot of time to figure anything out!
SOME OF US ARE OLD, OKAY?!
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Hey LSS here
I tried to imagine what you would say about Jesus and a Mole and this is approximately what i expected. Donno what that means about minds LOL
I tried to imagine what you would say about Jesus and a Mole and this is approximately what i expected. Donno what that means about minds LOL